Nineth Scribe: Final Steps

New Years Eve...

and I'm sitting, in my room, alone.

I wish someone was here...I wish I had more friends...

I'm sixteen... and life shouldn't be like this.

Everysecond gets worse, I think of all the adventures and experiences that I am missing out on.

It kills me..in every possible way my mind destroys itself.. MAKE IT STOP..PLS..I beg of you to make this stop...

It's just under three hours before graduation year, 2010..I know I have to give it all. It only seemed like yesterday that I wanted school to end. I thought the time would never come... But now, things have changed...alot. I don't want it to end, I am not ready for it to end. There's so many things that I haven't yet done and accomplished. There are so many things that would go to waste if it were to end. I'm not ready...

I have been to the brink of death many times before...maybe this time...it takes me

This blog... It helps to relief the suffering within me, at least for a moment...

- When opportunity knocks, open the door, for it won't knock again

Eighth Scribe: A New Race

So here I am again, sitting, writing to myself and the others who read this,reflecting...griefing?

Looking back at my past years I now realise, the moments of pain, anger, joy...They all helped to make me who I am today. This journey has brought me far and I now stand, facing the crossroad of indentity and fate, there are many paths... Indecisiveness is my weakness, but I must choose...with all my strength and will I must choose. Don't hold back, don't delay, don't procrastinate. Make a decision and go all the way. You are the master of your own fate, only you can truely decide who you are and who you want to be. So choose, for this is the time where you end another brillant chapter in your life only to open a new one. A new Race..

- Life is unwritten and you are the authour