New Years Eve...
and I'm sitting, in my room, alone.
I wish someone was here...I wish I had more friends...
I'm sixteen... and life shouldn't be like this.
Everysecond gets worse, I think of all the adventures and experiences that I am missing out on.
It kills me..in every possible way my mind destroys itself.. MAKE IT STOP..PLS..I beg of you to make this stop...
It's just under three hours before graduation year, 2010..I know I have to give it all. It only seemed like yesterday that I wanted school to end. I thought the time would never come... But now, things have changed...alot. I don't want it to end, I am not ready for it to end. There's so many things that I haven't yet done and accomplished. There are so many things that would go to waste if it were to end. I'm not ready...
I have been to the brink of death many times before...maybe this time...it takes me
This blog... It helps to relief the suffering within me, at least for a moment...
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